Monday, April 9, 2018

So much to tell, but saying so little ...as we don't want to say too much, so we say so little that it is not understood. But, the reason that we say so little, is because saying too much would probably not be understood.

Jeannie had just graduated from high school.  Her closest friend was Laura.

Jeannie:  So, Laura ...everyone acts like high school is such a huge milestone, so what do you plan to do next?

Laura: I don't really know ...and you're right, everyone acts like this is so big, but who doesn't graduate from high school?

Jeannie:  You have to literally drop out ...or get thrown out, not to graduate.

Laura:  And all the graduation speeches talk about going out into the world, making a difference, and living your dream.

Jeannie:  Yeah, how many actually live their dream?

Laura:  What is your dream, Jeannie?

Jeannie:  You of all people had to ask me that, didn't you?

Laura:  What do you mean?

Jeannie:  I don't think I should say.

Laura: Come on, we are supposed to be closest friends.  If you can't share your dreams with your closest friend, then who can you share anything with?

Jeannie:  Okay, you first.

Laura:  That's not fair ...didn't I ask first?

Jeannie:  I know, but ...

Laura:  But, what?

Jeannie:  But, it's too personal.

Laura:  Too personal for your closest friend?  How much more personal can it get ...than your best friend?  Unless you have a new closest friend.

Jeannie:  You know me better than that.

Laura:  Yes, that's why this conversation has taken such a strange twist.

Jeannie:  Okay, this is really awkward, but I'll tell you.

Laura:  I'm waiting.

Jeannie:  No, I can't.

Laura:  I don't know why not ...it's not like you dream about being a double agent for another country, or something.  I know you better than that.  It can't be a bad dream.

Jeannie:  No, it's a wonderful dream.

Laura:  But, too wonderful to tell your closest friend?

Jeannie:  No, I already told you it is too awkward ...it's just too awkward.

Laura:  It couldn't be more awkward than this conversation already is.  Just forget it ...I'll just tell you my dream first.

Jeannie: No, I said I'd tell you, and I'll tell you.

Laura:  You don't want to hear my dream?

Jeannie:  You told me to go first, and I will ...but, if you'd rather go first, go ahead.

Laura:  No, you go ahead first ...'cause I have the feeling that if I don't let you tell me now, I'll never hear about your dream.

Jeannie:  Okay, I warned you this would be awkward ...but, here it is.  My dream is to marry your brother, Tom.

Laura:  You're kidding, right?

Jeannie:  No, I know he signed up to go into the army.  He gave a beautiful graduation speech about how it was his dream to serve his country.  What a speech!  And the response he got was unbelievable ...everyone standing, and applauding.  I would never tell him my dream.  Though sharing it would likely not get in the way of his dream.  If I told him my dream, he'd probably even more want to leave the country.

Laura:  No, he has always liked you.

Jeannie: As your friend, maybe.

Laura: No, he said he liked you several years ago, before you and I even became such close friends.

Jeannie:  Why didn't you tell me that before?

Laura: You tell me ...do you think my brother is shy, or outgoing?

Jeannie:  Your brother, Tom, is undoubtedly shy ...and that is part of what I like about him.

Laura:  Well, he also doesn't have much self-esteem ...and he felt you didn't like him, and made me promise not to tell you he likes you.

Jeannie: Why did he feel I didn't like him ...that's so, I mean, I don't feel I ever acted like I didn't like him.

Laura:  No, of course you didn't ...but, I didn't mean that he felt that you didn't like him, I meant to say he never felt that you liked him.

Jeannie:  Well, I guess I can see a slight difference there, but it kind of feels like close to the same thing.

Laura:  Let me explain it to you this way ...Tom felt that you like everybody, and you are so outgoing.  Being so shy, he just felt he didn't stand a chance.  He felt you wouldn't notice him, let alone think he is that special.

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